-=LoVe PaRaDiSe 4 U & Mi=-

*The bride and Groom's Foreword *

Welcome to James and Sabrina bloggie!
We get together at 1 August 2005... With our story written here..
A story by us that does not end with a full stop but instead, starts a blissful marriage and the story shall be an on-going one...

One touch in my heart and one touch of my soul.
One dream and it is of you, my lover of my heart.
Will this dream be?
Will I know of the one touch?
Will I know of the kiss to be?
Many of times I've cried wondering of this thought...you and me.
And always I'm sad, sad in my heart.
My dream so real of you and nothing comes to me in the day.
Night is the only time I see you.
And at that moment I can feel you like you are right here, in my arms.
Days are long and the time doesn't move and it seems like forever till I sleep.
And as the night comes you are there, standing with open arms for my heart.
No one will know of my dreams of you.
And sometimes I do wish not to wake again, for that is the only place I know of you to be.
But if I die then I'll never know if you lived.
And I would of never found the love of my heart.

*The Dashing Groom *

# James Tan Fook Loong
# 18 years old

*He Loves *

# The Bride
# Playing MapleStory
# Spending time with the bride

*His Wishlist *

:: Wish the bride pass her BIS ::
:: The bride be more understanding ::
:: May my bride coexist with my mother ::
:: Wish that the bride has no worries ::

*First Encounter with The Bride *

I never forget the way I first encountered her. I thought she was as bad as the other girls I knew. Trying to make me miss my class on the first day to give the lecturer a bad impression of me. Never did I forgive her for telling me "your class was cancelled" was a bogus, but later i came to realized that it was a misunderstanding. But luckily I didn't blow things up as I realized that we were actually people of the different class. However, I felt that it was out first encounter of love after we get together.

*First Impression with The Bride *

She was a silly girl with no directions in her life. Following people's lead without asking where they are going. She always ended up in tears with injuries all over. Never did i see her with a smile from her heart. Just another girl torn by the word "love".

*The Blushing Bride *

# Sabrina Chow Mun Zhi
# 17 years old

*She Loves *

# The Groom
# Enjoying sleeping and Eating
# Playing MapleStory

*Her Wishlist *

:: Have 48 hours a day so to have more time to spend with the groom ::
:: Having a princess-like life ::
:: Have no conflicts with any people ::
:: Really have a lot of friends ::

*First Encounter with The Groom *

I still deeply remember. The first time he really catch my attention was during our first CATS class in Ngee Ann Polytechnic (and that is a thursday 26th of May). He was carrying a bag pack with a basketball hanging at the back (actually the basketball is hitting his butt). I cannot really remember him at first, thanks to the basketball then I remember he is my classmate (cute encounter right?). I was really very blur at that time. I thought that we are having the CATS class together however I am wrong, we are having the lesson in a different class. So coincidently, my class cancelled, therefore I told him 'our' class cancel. Until next lesson, then I realised that I am wrong.

*First Impression with The Groom*

A cute guy, with a kind in heart. Stuck with his first love for several years although they broke up.

Wednesday, December 20, 2006

Nar,

I need you..
where are you..
crying in tears every night..
miss your voice..
miss your care and concern..
miss your love for me..

i want you badly..
I want everything to go back to what it use to be..
but i know it will never happen..

can you call me?
just call and call me "Dar Dar"..

Love message by: Dar-Dar
Love posted at: 11:24 PM
Friday, December 15, 2006

Nar Nar,

I will not give you up.. cause I love you..

I know you and Mic have been together.. I kept quiet about it.. cause I believe Nar will never do anything behind my back.. I told myself that I was thinking too much.. but once you confessed to me.. I was depressed and happy at the same time.. depressed that you like mic.. happy that you still consider me as your dar and tell me honestly..

I realized something these days without you.. it is that I chose not to say anything whn you had a problem.. I did not like guessing your problem.. I would prefer you telling me your problems rather than me forcing it out of you or guessing it..

You still remember that day.. you said “prove to me how much you love me” I knew that you kinda like mic already.. you want me to do something for you to make you feel our love again.. I chose to keep quiet and rather let you tell me what the problem is.. I do understand you.. it is just that I afraid to say the wrong things again..

For this common test, I did not study at all.. I totally did not bother about it.. I was worried more about you.. Whether you are feeling well after drinking so much after the wedding.. I wanted to comfort you when you are sick before the exam.. You chose to not let me meet you.. I want to show you my concern and understanding to you..

I said I will do something to prove my love for you during the wedding.. but I did not do anything but just gave you a rose.. I had actually done something for you.. but I was worried that you flared up so I did not take it out to give it to you..

Whatever I say below is just pure guessing.. True a not.. I wish that you will give me an answer or meet me up..

The reason why you treat me so cold now is because you no longer love me?
You do not know how you explain to your mother about the relationship with mic?
You do not love me, but feel sorry that you cheated me?
If you love me, then why did you called me Dar?
Did you forget those days that we were very happy? All the memories on this blog? Our Commitment?
Will you give up mic if I understand you now?
And lastly, willing breaking up with me and solving your mother’s problems solved all your problems?

Have you ever consider the chance of mic and you being together?
How long will you all last?
And did you ever wonder why you are happy with mic?
I know these answers.. I want to meet you up and talk about this..
Had you ever give me this chance to prove you my love? the more you are with him, the less feelings you are having for me..

For you, I am willing to do anything.. I love you.. do you love me?
Read all the sections of the blog before you asked yourself these questions.
If you still do, please call me tonight after you read this post..
Call me and say “Dar Dar, I Love You”..

Dar Dar

Love message by: Dar-Dar
Love posted at: 11:25 PM

Nar Nar..

Suddenly have another urge to post again.. i made some changes to the blog.. to make it more loving (^-^)

Come to think about it.. I really regretted not going to Malaysia with your family.. Many website and experts say.. Traveling to an unfamiliar environment will bring relationship closer.. Only now I realized that I was IDIOTIC enough to not go Malaysia with you.. The reason why I did not go Malaysia with you was because of my family and I was worried I cocked up and let your parents know my ugly side.. Gomei..

I do not know if it is too late to say this.. If we ever have such a chance again, regardless of what the situation is, I will go NO MATTER WHAT.. It is a PROMISE i will keep..

Dar Dar..

Love message by: Dar-Dar
Love posted at: 10:33 PM

Nar Nar

Seeing you in such a dilemma, it hurts me so much.. I want to help you, I really do.. But you always say I do not understand your problem or how you are feeling..

There are too many problems that I see will happen.. Too many to list that I did not want to guess every single one of them.. If you have a problem, just say.. I do not want to keep guessing your problems, and eventually result you to feel irritated and stressed. I would rather you tell me willingly.. No matter what are the problems, it is never difficult for us to solve.. We had solved the far more difficult problem together before.. Eventually things out fine if we solve the problems together..

Still remember that you used to worry if your mother will accept me? The problem did solve in the end.. Your mother did accept me.. And we are close now.. I’m close to your family and opera friends.. I am already part of your life..

No matter what decision you make, I will respect your decision.. If there is a need, I will help you bluff your way through.. What I want is you to be happy.. I want you to make the decision that you will never regret and will make you happy.. Do not worry about what other people think or feel.. It is your life.. Live it the way you want it to be.. If people do not understand what you want, make them understand..

Live your life to the fullest with smiles and no regrets..
Do not be bother by our past.. Follow your heart..

Love you always Nar..

Dar Dar

Love message by: Dar-Dar
Love posted at: 8:27 PM
Thursday, December 14, 2006

Nar Nar..

Between Sueann and I, there is nothing but just friends.. she was curious what happen to us.. so i told her that were are quarreling that is all.. after the paper, i just walk her over to her bus stop because i did not had anything else to do.. i am lost without you..

I know you like this song.. So I went to make the effort to change.. it is 天天夜夜 by FIR.. It somehow represent my feelings.. hope you would read ad love it.. ^_^

天天夜夜

How do I live without you, How do I breathe without you, If you ever go
How do I ever, Ever survive
How do I,　How do I,　How do I live
当你的泪在微笑中滑落　回忆的风吹着我走　我却情愿停留
当一颗心到时间的尽头　呼吸也会痛
可是我记得你给我的梦

每一天在你的怀里等待
每一夜我感觉你的存在　
走过伤害我回头看
是永远都灿烂的爱
这一次我决定勇敢去爱
这一次我陪你看到未来
So, how do I live, How do I live, How do I live without you
How do I live

当世界都遗忘我的时候　你的一切对我来说　经过才能拥有
我明白一份真爱的背后藏着苦和忧心痛的时候更深刻感受
每一天在你的怀里等待
每一夜我感觉你的存在　
走过伤害我回头看
是永远都灿烂的爱
这一次我决定勇敢去爱
这一次我陪你看到未来
So, how do I live, How do I live, How do I live without you
And tell me now

每一天在你的怀里等待
每一夜我感觉你的存在　
走过伤害我回头看是
永远都灿烂的爱
这一次我决定勇敢去爱
这一次我陪你看到未来
So, how do I live, How do I live, How do I live without you
How do I live without you, How do I breathe without you

Love You Nar Nar.. Muacks

Dar Dar

Love message by: Dar-Dar
Love posted at: 10:40 PM
Wednesday, December 13, 2006

Nar Nar,

The previous post was not the last.. It is not the end yet for Nar and Dar.. I found out someone is behind it..

I was really glad i got off the bus and went to meet you at Cheers, if not i will forever regret my actions then.. I was really suprised you told me, that you did not say break up. I had recevied sms that were rather hurtful and i am glad to know you were not the one who send them to me. Sms like, "I dun need you anymore, i got mic" and "you are not the love i want" etc.. someone is trying to break us apart.. but i'm glad i did not give up yet.. i believe our love is strong.. that it kept us lasting for 1 year 4 months and 12 days. this same love we share, will still continue to keep us together forever.. i love you i always do.. i will not give up.. i believe you will make the right decision and come back to me..

These are some memories we shared..

Our Committment To Each Other On Sand..

The Old Man Who Always Sits At Mac..

The Beautiful With That Dazzling Smile By The Sea..

Our Version Of Hai Tun Wan Lian Ren..

The Very First Meal You Cooked For Me..

The Couple Mickey And Minnie That Represent You And Me.. We Bought them last year during this month too..

Rememeber All This Nar? These Are Our Memories.. These Memories builds up our Relationship.. These Memories and Feelings For Each Other Kept Us GOing On And On..

I Miss You Badly..
I Miss Our Loving Days..
I Miss You Calling Me Every night on Phone..
I Miss You Biting Me..
I Miss You Breaking My Fingers joints..
I Miss Your Love And Concern..
I Miss You Calling me "DAR DAR!!!"
I Miss Everything About You..
Love You Nar.. I Always Do..

Love
Dar Dar

Love message by: Dar-Dar
Love posted at: 11:03 AM
Monday, December 11, 2006

Nar Nar aka Sabrina
Thanks for all the great memories you had given me.. It is unforgettable.. 1 year 4months and 10days of relationship.. you are the best girlfriend i ever had.. the one that i loved so hard for.. the one i had enjoyed myself the most.. thanks for everything.. despite we are not together as couples, we will still be together as friends..

James

Love message by: Dar-Dar
Love posted at: 8:49 PM
Saturday, December 09, 2006

I knew I was waiting for someone
I did not know it was you
Then one day along you came
I guess you were waiting for me too

We knew what we had was special
One of a kind,
strong and true
It began as friendship
And then it grew

Now I cannot imagine life without you
It would be bleak and empty and cold
With you my future is full of promise
And together we shall grow old

I pledge you this day my heart and my soul
In front of our family and friends
My feelings for you will grow each day
And my love for you knows no end.

Everyday I Love You...

There is no relationship that are not built on memories and the past.. these are the factors that keep a relationsip going..
Dar Dar..

Love message by: Dar-Dar
Love posted at: 12:28 PM
Friday, December 08, 2006

You said you need time to think between who you love more.. I am willing to give you the time to think. But have you ever consider about how I feel? You maple most of the time with Mic.. How do you think I feel? Yes I am happy that you are leveling up fast and enjoying yourself.. But at the same time I feel sad deep within.. You are spending more time with Mic rather than me. I wouldn’t be surprised that you will love him more and more.. I am not giving any pressure here.. But just feeling unfair.. I want to spend time with you, but you did not want to do so..

You ask me to pretend nothing had happened this Sunday in front of your parents? I can do that. It is not a problem at all.. For you, I am willing to do anything... I understand you feel torn between 2 guys. But the feelings you hold for me are getting weaker as the time spent with Mic get more and more.. You treat me coldly in school.. I do not mind that.. You changed your maple password.. I also did not mind about that.. I want to save this relationship.. I want to prove to you that I LOVE YOU MORE THAN MIC.. But have you ever give me this chance other than the time we are in school? The time we have with each other is so so short now.. I am trying my best to save all this. I do not want you to love mic!! I am selfish!! I want you alone.. I do not want to share you with him.. But if being with me is a torture and pain, then by all means just leave.. I love you.. I love you so dearly and close.. I am just not that understanding enough.. I will be able to understand you now.. I WILL.. Watch me understand you.. I WILL AND I MUST..

I am grateful to mic to help you train your maple account.. Thank you Mic.. but please Training her account is one thing.. Please do not make her love you.. That is not part of leveling her character up.. To Hell With Mic.. why must he appear!! Our relationship is stronger and longer than being with him.. Love is always sweet when it just starts.. But our love had always been sweet with a little bitterness.. So do not be blinded by his sweet talks and his cute maple girl appearance.. Yes he can understand, so can I understand you.. Regardless of what is going to happen, I believe you will make the right choice and come back to me..

The feeling that we have that kept us going together all this time.
The first time at the library the moments we shared?
The time who cry together on the bed..
Pier 18?
The time you were overjoyed when I bought you the 1000 piece puzzle?

All this time we were happy!! (Sorry to actually talk about the past.. But I just want you to recall the strong love we shared during those times.. ) so you do not need mic at all.. All you need is just me.. ME ME ME AND ME ALONE!!! I WILL BRING YOU HAPPINESS.. I SWEAR AND I WILL.. BELIEVE ME AGAIN NAR!!!

Saya & Haji
Sousuke & Chidori
Dar Dar & Nar Nar
Sabrina & James

NOT MIC AT ALL PLEASE!!! You are not part of the equation!

For My Princess Sabbie!!! I am GONNA BATTLE ThE ODDS and win YOUR FULL HEART BACK!! I am not gonna give up.. no more time to cry and blame people.. I SHALL TAKE ACTION NOW.. MIC YOU ARE NOT MY OPPONENT!! GET OUT OF HER HEART!!

I am going to do something for you this coming Sunday.. Hopefully it can be completed in time.. And allow you to make the final decision soon.. And hopefully in front of us…

Lastly.. Please go read "The Groom" & "The Bride" Section.. You have my committment to you.. My Love and My Soul.. Love You Always Nar.. Everyday I Love You.. (MORE THAN MIC OF COZ!!!)

Dar Dar

Love message by: Dar-Dar
Love posted at: 5:10 PM